Week 8: The Blue Baby Shoes

For sale: Baby shoes, never worn- East Peoria, IL

I am a young mother that lives locally, and I am trying to clear out my baby's closet. I would like to tell you my back story, because I think that it is important for you to know. 
I have been infertile for years now, and my husband and I have tried everything. Despite our desperate attempts to make it happen, we still haven't been able to get an egg fertilized. So we decided to fertilize one of my eggs in a petri dish, and then plant the fertilized egg in my uterus. I was pregnant with baby Aiden for 4 months. I was so excited to see him. I bought tons of baby boy things and had his nursery all ready within the first 3 months of being pregnant. I lost him. He will never see his amazing nursery, or the face of his mommy and daddy. I will never be able to hold, kiss, cuddle, or feed him. We wanted to try again, but discovered that I have stage 1 uterine cancer. I have to remove my uterus in 2 weeks. It will be a while until I will think about adoption. My heart belongs to my baby Aiden for now. Rest in peace my little angel. 

Comments

  1. Jason HenryOctober 14, 2017 at 4:03 AM

    Wow that was a very detailed and sad story

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  2. Evan Michael JohnsonOctober 14, 2017 at 6:57 AM

    If I saw this listing on Craigslist or something I would buy them because I'd feel so bad.

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  3. AnonymousOctober 14, 2017 at 11:04 AM

    Wait you have a baby? Why haven't I heard about this?? and a husband?

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  4. UnknownOctober 14, 2017 at 11:32 AM

    So many sad stories on this blog title. Even if i didn't have a baby i would buy these shoes from you

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